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wake up now; it's over, just let me know it's okay to die. [26 Feb 2005|11:01am] [ mood | curious ] [ music | saturday;fall out boy ] saturday, gotta love them =) well lets see.. i didnt realy do anything yesterday cuz i was in a weird mood. i basically slept, talked on the phone and had an insanely long talk with eric =) but i love him, and hes gunna teach me how to play drums!!! im so excited! hes a great kid. and i learned alot about him last night and vice versa, i say were gunna be pretty good friends =) anddddddddd, i watched my sister make a disaster out of her eggs and then she wanted to make jello last night, but it came out good. propsss! i watched my Super Sweet 16 & i want mine like that. i cant wait till i turn 16, its gunna be so kick ass. i still have to do my homework though, blahhh. ill prob do it tomorrow. and today i dont know what im doing, hopefully something with bake cuz its the last day of vaca. but who knows. i hate it when my friends lie to me, esp. about stupid stuff. thats just gay. but whatever im over it, no biggie anymore. well thats about all i have to say for now.. so im gunna go eat and shit - --comment & stuff? so lately, been wondering who will be there to take my place; when im gone, you'll need love to light the shadows on your face... <3 (3) ♥ fallingstars

snow storm.. =( [24 Feb 2005|08:33pm] [ mood | blah ] [ music | summerwind;ataris ] welllll, lets see today i woke up at like 1145.. yeahh cool? and i ate and stuff, then my aunt came over and my sister dad i went to blockbuster and on the way home he dropped me off at nyssa's. and at nyssas we just talked and ordered domino's and watched Speed. haha yess, we have such exciting lives ;) haha i love her though. shes so funny. and then my dad picked me up and WE WENT TO TACO BELL!!!!! =) ahhh! i was so happy. ive been wanting to go there for soo long and i was so glad that we finally did. right when i got home the phone rang. it was william and yvens. i love them <3 they make me laugh. so i talked to them for a while and then talked to bake and now im watching the snow =( which im sick of. i used to love it, but we've had too much. were gunna get a huge storm monday and we might not have school. yeahh NOT COOL. i dont want to make up anymore snow days in the summer.. 5 is enough. and then i took a shower and now im just talking online cuz i have no life =) and now im guna go talk to people.. later i know i'll never trust a single thing you say you knew your lies would divide us but you lied anyway now all the lies have got you floating up above us all but what goes up has got to fall (2) ♥ fallingstars

hey, its the 23rd. .. <3 R.I.P BLINK 182 [23 Feb 2005|08:10pm] [ mood | happy ] [ music | adams song;blink 182 ] well first off i gotta say R.I.P BLINK 182 =( you will be missed, soo much. anyways, i havent wrote in this for such a long time.. soo this is gunna be an insanely long entry. -- -welllllll, were on vaca now, kick asssss. and its been fun so far. i went to kellys on friday & we just hung out. carlo was suppose to come but couldnt =( we caught up on so much though since we havent hung out in FOREVER! so we just talked for like hours. then saturday i slept like all day cuz i felt sick. then sunday i went to jennas and then babysat. yeahh it was fun. we went to PJ's and talked to nicole and some people that jenna works with... then monday i stayed in until like 6 then i went outtt, yeahh it was such a goodtimes, me and my friend are crazyyyy. and were excited about tuesday which was the best day of my life, besides the other day. buttttt, haha it was just so awesome. i love my friends <3 especially my two favoritesssss, i dont know what i would do without you two; thanks for everything. & i slept at bakes house tuesday night which is always a good time, and we just talked and laughed our asses off about the day. haha ahhh! i love you kiddo! and today i left bakes around like 12? and i came home, helped my dad then talked to steph for like 10 mins and then watched White Chicks and slept and listened to music and thought about yesterday. and tomorrow i dunno what im doing yet, maybe something with bake when she gets back from stonehill.. who knowssssss. but i know that i have to hang out with damon, andre, harold & gary sometime, cuz i said i would but i havent yet =x tee hee hee. i think that i have learned alot about people.. like who i can trust and who i cant.. like i dunno just making the mistakes that i have in the past has taught me that im a screw up one and that my friends kick ass, and they will be there for me no matter how many times i screw up, so i love them. =) comment or something? "yeahh dude" the reason why people hold on to memories so long is; because they are the only things that don't change when everything else does. .. (4) ♥ fallingstars

sunday, bloody sunday [07 Feb 2005|07:49pm] [ mood | amused ] [ music | sunday, bloody sunday ;U2 ] wellll, tomorrowa the Pats Parade, and ohh yes, of course i'm goinggg =) who isn't?! ohh yeahh my cool friend bake isn't.. but maybe if shes lucky ill bring her something backk!!! =) well today was quite the excellent day since the Pats won the Superbowl last night and all was well today. a little slip up here and there, but hey.. nobodys perfect right? and we all do or say things we dont ever mean. sorry. my sisters birthday is on thursday so i cant go to the team dinner, and i have a meet weds.. ewwwww =( thats not cool. but im psyched for tomorrow.. on the count of its the pats parade and i get to see them all in all thier glory, but most of all.. I MISS SCHOOl.. but im gunna miss bake and all my friends ='( have fun at school suckerssss well thats about it.. im out for now later, later kids ; lisa we got older but were still young, we never grew out of this feeling that we won't give up..... fallingstars

OH MY GOD ITS SUPER BOWL SUNDAY!!!!!! =) [06 Feb 2005|09:39am] [ mood | bouncy ] [ music | short stories with tragic endings ] ahhh, well its Superbowl Sunday =) and lets go through my weekend Friday; I stayed after school for practice, but didn't go cuz of my hand.. so i just hung around with bake and theresa and we made fools of ourselves =) yeahh were THAT cool. I slid across the floors and we threw gobstoppers all over the place and we watched nate play chess and we walked around the school and saw everyone that we love! i was insanely hyper too. so i was like jumping and running all over the place ahaha. and we stayed after with this really cool kid. =) (bake, theresa, you know) and we were just having so much freakin fun. then we watched like 10 mins of the freshman game and then we said goodbye to everyone and me and bake went back to my house =) and we hung out there for a while and then bake took a nap and i just went on the computer and then we made pizza and watched the TRL tsunami episose, bake really wants the wall with everyones signature, shes cool.. i sware =x anddddd then we went to see Coach Carter, which is the BEST movie ever made =) the guys in it are really pretty. then we got a nice phone call during the move and nicole was like "hey, can i call you back when the movies over" ahaha it was so funny cuz she couldnt hear ne thing he was saying. then we got out of the movies and saw britni, karen, and kristi, yeahh that was cool and i was so hyper so i was like jumping off the walls and down the railings =) then we got stuck in traffic for like a half hour and i just sang, cuz im cool. then we got back to my house.. called this cool kid, taked to him and then went to bed and talked and i drew cuz i like too even though i SUCK!! saturday; uhmm me and bake woke up at 830, and my dad made us pancakes so we ate those, watched some tv and then she went home at like 920 cuz she had sylvan. then i took a shower and fell asleep on the fouton =) aha i know right, geeeeeeekkkkkk =)~ and then i got woken up when my sister ran in the room and was like "wheres lisa" cuz she got a new guitar and she wanted to show me, so i was like yeahh okay nice guitar then went upstairs and slept. she was playing that thing all day, shes obsessed with it. and then sat. night me and karen went to britnis but we were only there for like 1/2 hour then bake called and was really upset and we went over there to be with her for the rest of the night (IF YOU READ THIS DO NOT ASK HER WHATS WRONG) and then britni and karen left at like 930 and i left around 1030. and then i came home, talked online and slept on the fouton for the night, once again. sunday; ITS SUPERBOWL SUNDAY!!!!!!!!!!!!! =) im much excited! ahh i love football, and thats all i know about today, i dunno whats going on today for it though.. all i know is that i have to do my homework, so i think im gunna go do that now =( so anyways, i guess my weekend was alright.. peacee njb-forever friends, no matter what. always here for you, love you mucho! =)               - -- later, later kids ; lisa   <3and I guess when it comes down to it: being grown up isn't half as fun as growing up, these are the best days of our lives. the only thing that matters i just following your heart, and eventually you'll finally get it right. fallingstars

[02 Feb 2005|07:20pm]  just think of this and me  as just a few  of many things to lie around  to clutter up your shelves  and i wish you weren't worth the wait  because theres some things  i'd like to say to you..  i dont think that you know what  you've been missing.. well today was quite the interesting day.. i went to school (blahhh) and we had this like sophmore breakfast thing. it was cool. we just ate and then we went into the auditorium and listened to this guy talk about sex, drugs, alcohol.. you know, the junk we already knoww =) but atleast we missed like a block and a half. sahweeeetttttttt 8) and then we had a regular day. everyone was in a really good mood, including meeee!! yeahh i know it was a great day becauseeee: ITS JENNA LYNN CLANYS SWEET 16!!!! AND I LOVE HER MUCHO!!!!!!!! =) yeahh its her birthday biatches, now downnnnnnnnn =)~ and tomorrow is ROSE-ALIZAS SWEET 16; YEAHH I LOVE HER ALOT TOOO!!!! I HOPE BOTH OF YOUR BIRTHDAYS KICK ASS =) LOVE YOUS! anddddd i have a track meet tomorrow, blah.. thats gunna be boring.. well anyways i stayed after with marquis and nicole today after i was done with track. there cool kids. except that marquis was being really mean to me ='( but thats okay, cuz hes always like that to me.. and i get used to it....=/ but then my dad gave bake a ride home and when i got home my uncle was here, yeahh hes cool. i did my homework and talked on the phone.. now im gunna go in my room or something.. yeahhh that sounds good later, later kidsss "I guess I fell in love with our friendship" <3 (1) ♥ fallingstars

WHAT THE F IS YOUR PROBLEM [01 Feb 2005|08:04pm] [ mood | angry ] [ music | best of me ; starting line ] okay well today effing suckedddddddddddddd!!! i dont understand any of this, like seriously whats your problem kid?! whatever, you suck so much. and i dont like who you are around her.......... fallingstars

were not ready to give up.. [31 Jan 2005|07:59pm] [ mood | energetic ] [ music | stary eyed surprise ] welllllllllll, its monday. yay? noooo. well i had school which was kinda hard for me.. but whatever, i hope things get worked out tomorrow.. =/ anyways marquis didnt show up.. again =( yeahh it was sadd.. (tear) and people suck. and then i had track. it was fun, but i cant wear my ty law shirt anymore cuz hes gunna be traded i hear.. NOOOOOOO!!! ='( anddddddd, then i went to my sisters history dad thing.. it was cool, and i saw some of my old 8th grade friends. yeahh ive missed them. then i came home, talked to bake, then went out to eat and theres a huge car accident on 37 and all the cars are going down my street now.. i hope everyones okay =/. well thats about ittt, so im out peace suckahhhhhsssssssssssss fallingstars

ohhh my gawdd, i love bed murphy O=) [30 Jan 2005|04:57pm] [ mood | cheerful ] [ music | best of me ; starting line ] well this is gunna be a really quick update because im lazy and dont feel like writing.. butttttt, bed fixed my journal and i love her sooo much for it!!!! shes so special =) but anyways.. thats about it for now.. ill update later later, later ; lisa (1) ♥ fallingstars

friday - excellent? absolutely! =) [08 Jan 2005|09:56am] [ mood | crushed ] [ music | slide-goo goo dolls ] well lets see, friday well lets see lets start with after school- - well i had practice.. of course.. and i dunno i was in a bad mood, i hate when people put me in a bad mood. i guess i just get mad because mostly its about certain "issues" that i have, but cant talk about. (sorry to everyone that wants to know) to me i guess it just doesnt seem fair at all, because it's not. and i just get pissed off because i dont understand it. and i guess i never will, i just gotta live with it.. but sometimes i just dont feel like it and just wanna be like.. you know what.. forget ittt, i dont careeeee. but the thing is i do care, alot. maybe a little more than i should. but whatever. - then i came home, called bake and we planned out what we wanted to do tonight. soo, we decided to go to the basketball game at the high school. certain people were very excited that we showed up, cuz according to them "we wont come, no you guys wont show up" righttttt, haha it was fun, i was still pissed but i had fun anyways cuz i got to see people that i love =) alot. and it was just real fun. then we went back to bakes and i decided to sleep over. so we got there and we were upstairs in her living room and the tv wasnt working.. so we asked her mom to fix it and hahaha girls gone wild came on.. me and bake were dying laughing and her mom was like "i dont find this amusing, i need to fix this" hahaha it was great so we went downstairs and watched the tv there and were down there all night. haha and bake gave me her spongebob slippers =) yay! i love them, im actually wearing then right now. =) tee hee hee. and then we watched some of euro trip, but we were so hyperrrrr. haha it was great. and i tried to get the train to work but it didnt =(. but i was still pissed, but feeling better cuzz were just gay. then her cell rang and we talked on the phone from like 10-130.. yeahh were that cool. haha but we hung up on them like 30957439075 times, by accident =( sowwy! and i dunno, i was mad so i didnt really talk alot. but thats okayyy. then we went upstairs and the tv there was working so we watched up there and talked to danielle.. ahaha i love her, shes so awesome =) then we finally fell asleep watching darkness falls i think? i dont even remember. but im so happy that my "honey dip" is coming back to school on monday =)~ - and i think thats it for friday - ahhhhh! awesome nightttttt =) gotta love my friendsss ;) - oh yeahh im going to the mall with steve tonight and if anyone wants to come, just let him or me know =) we need people to come - -- later, later kids ; lisa (2) ♥ fallingstars

snow day baby!! [06 Jan 2005|11:51am] [ mood | energetic ] [ music | adams song;blink 182 ] OH YES BABY!!! TODAY IS THE FIRST SNOW DAY OF THE YEAR =) ahaha, i love snow days so muchhhhh. they make me very happy. well i think today i might go sledding and make snowmen all dayyyyyyyyyy! i love doing that... maybe ill make an igloo too.... ahaha im such a kid, everyone tells me that.. but hey i dont got a problem with that ; ) at least im having fun and enjoying this lovely snowwwww!!!!!!!!! =) if anyone wants to come over on this luxurious snow day your more than welcomeeee =) hmmm well i got woken up at 540 because of that friggan recording.. and once i wake up, i cant go back to bed.. so i was rip shit about that. but then my dad called and was like i want you and your sister to shovel today. and i was like absolutely!! =) i love being in the snow, even if its just to shovel. so me and my sister got ready and we were out there from 945 till about 1110. ahaha i know rightm geeeeeeeekkkkkkksssssss! absolutely. thennn, i came in and mr shout called and said we didnt have a track meet.. now thats sweeeeett maynnnn. so now im just thinking about who i wanna hang out with today and what i wanna do.. if you have any ideas- feel freeeeeee. tomorrows friday; i think im gunna go to school then practice then go to the basketball game with bake and maybe marquis damon and andre, if they actually stay this timeee haaha. and then stay at bakes house.. haha what we do every weekend. =) i kinda wish we had school though.. cuz i miss certain people ='( but thats okay, ill see them tomorrow =) and that will make me happy. ill update later probaly - later, later kids     put me your arms around me, what you feel is what you are, and what you are is beautiful.. wanna get married, run away? (4) ♥ fallingstars

for jennnnnnn =) [05 Jan 2005|07:48pm] welllllll, jen wants me to put my LJ backkk, so here you go you crazy ass.... ill update later (2) ♥ fallingstars

holler [05 Dec 2004|03:58pm] [ mood | energetic ] [ music | encore/numb - linkin park;jay-z ] ahhhhhhh, its sunday.. pats are on..nothing to do. uhh ahaha had a long convo last night with some creeeeeppppps =/ JK i love you guys. so effing funny. well im gunna go watch tv or eat or something. theres always that one person that will always have your heartttttttttttttttttttttttttt <3 ask me 3 questions..anythinggg..and ill answer truthfully..i sware =x and tell me if you believe in santa or nottt =) and i also want 100 comments for x-mas ; just like jacqui =) (204) ♥ fallingstars

uhhhh whats your problem?! [30 Nov 2004|07:06pm] [ mood | confused ] [ music | i want to hear you sad ] well today was okay. some good things, some bad. i just hope things get better. todays my anniversary!!!! ive been in the US for 14 years - sweet? i guess. buttttt anyways. i have alot to say, but i cant sooo .. ill just keep it to myself. well thats about it. leabe a comment thanks love ya bie. - -- later, later ; lisa DiD YOU EXPECT ME TO WAiT FOREVER?! I CAN'T DO THAT, FOREVERS TOO LONG <3 i LOVE YOU (SO MUCH) (1) ♥ fallingstars

days when I still felt alive, we couldn't want to get outside. [28 Nov 2004|01:20pm] well its sunday. and its raining. i love the rain. =) uhhhh well lets see im happy todayyyyy!!! =) haha thats a bonus i guess? pats game today! im so exciteddddd!! well thats all i have to say. im gunna go play in the rain - - later, later ; lisa what should my next backround be? leave commentssssss pleaseeee =) ohh and tell me what you want for x-mas =) (1) ♥ fallingstars

christmas [27 Nov 2004|10:32pm] ohh yeahh and i want all my friends to make a list and comment on what they want for x-mas so i know what to get them okay thanks love ya bie. (1) ♥ fallingstars

i dont know what to do anymore.. [27 Nov 2004|10:26pm] [ mood | tired ] [ music | i wont be home for christmas - blink 182 ] well lets see, life sucks..yeahh thats about it and i dont wanna be heartbroken anymore..but i will always love you. kellymariemurphy - thank you so much for listening to me and helping me out with this whole thing. you really helped me out babe. i dunno what i would do without you to talk to. i can talk to you about anything. love you to death babe. foreverfriends. always here for you, no matter whattttttttttttt!!! fallingstars

OH MY GAWD ITS TURKEY DAY!!! =) [25 Nov 2004|09:40am] [ mood | sad/happy =( (= ] [ music | i want to hear you sad ] haha yesss! its turkey dayyy! i love turkey day!!! =) SOOOOO much good food. ahhh gotta love ittttttttttttttt. well im going to my grandmas today with the fam and were having turkey day there. okay did alot of thinking last night and talking to bake. and we have soo much to do. and its not going to be easy, its going to be heartbreaking. i dunno if i can do it. but anyways i hope you all have a wonderful turkey day!! ill update when i get back tomorrow. leave a comment, thanks love ya bie! - -- later, later ; lisa uhhhhhhhhh, i hope you realize this is all your fault. and its your problem to fix. sucks for youuu maynnnnnnnnnnnn! ;) i love you way too much ... <3 fallingstars

whats the point?! i HATE loving you, but i cant stop ; <3 [24 Nov 2004|06:04pm] [ mood | pissed off ] [ music | i dont wanna know ' NFG ] well today started out horrible. acorse he was in a bad mood. and that put me in a bad mood. i hate this so effing much. i dont see a point anymore. i dont care, and he obv doesnt care either. what does he expect? me to wait around and put up with this shit? well im not going to..okay i lied, acorse i am..i am forever. i hate it. why cant i just be mad at him..i can never be mad. i can get so pissed and want to say something, start yelling..the whole thing but when i see him im just like i cant do this..i care about him too much. he takes our friendship for granted. he just thinks that through all the bad times he can take it out on us. well he cant and i dont like that. i want to tell him how mad certain things he does makes me .. but i cant. but now i dont see a point because he just acts like everythings okay when we both know things arent okay. the things he does just wants to make me give up. but i know i cant, cuz i love him way too much. i just wish i could tell him how i feel. and how i think certain things should change, not about him, just about everything. but anyways i went to bakes house today. hahaha it was so much fun. i love her. we went to mcdonalds on the way to her house. then we went under this bridge and there was this wicked loud noise and we both flipped. we were so scared. were such wuss's. haha. then we got to her house watched tv and talked about everything. and what were suppose to do now. cuz we cant keep doing this. then we went in her moms room and helped JJ the Jet Plane with laundry and we laughed so hard cuz of the clothes she had. haha so much fun. then we talked to nicoles sister, danielle for like 2 hours and they cut up bread and we just had so much fun. it made us feel better getting our minds off things and just having fun and not worrying. then me and bake had a huge foam war. she put foam on my arm and it got all over me some how..i dunno how but it did. then i put it in her hair and we had this huge war and it was all over us. we we put our heads in the shower to get it off, nooooppppeee. didnt work haha. it was so much fun. but before that we talked to marquis on the phone for like an hour. haha that kids awesome. i heart him mucho!! =) but anyways it was a good/bad day. leave a message, thanks..love ya! - -- later, later ; lisa I wish there were certain things i could tell you, like how amazing you are and how much i love you. <3 i wish things were easier than they are. im sorry, but i cant do this anymore. fallingstars

and it breaks my heart to see your heart broken, i love you too much..<3 [23 Nov 2004|05:53pm] [ mood | heartbroken <3 ] [ music | i dont wanna know ' NFG ] ahh not in a good mood. i cant take this anymore. i just want to cry. i wish i could put whats bothering me in my journal, but i cant. i just wish certain people knew certain things that i just cant tell them. i stayed after school today. it broke my heart. i cant do this anymore. it just doesnt make sence to me and it hurts too much. i mean i just see him and i want to be around him but then i dont see the point. he makes me so happy and so sadd at the same time. i just wish that i could tell him certain things without him getting mad. i see him and i was to smile and cry at the same time. you know what, nevermind..screw it. i dont care, actually thats a lie. i care too much. i love him too much. i dont feel like typing it all out. im sorry, i can't stop loving you <3 never. you mean to much to me. later, later ; lisa dont you realize how amazing you are? i dont think you do, your so amazing to me, you make me soo happy. i cant help but be in love with you <3 im so sorry. i just love you (2) ♥ fallingstars

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